Elegy
      Wednesday October 01, 2008

You break free of something, and while everything is coming apart, you also see it coming together. It’s both an ugly and beautiful sight. One that cannot be defined or categorized. Something you hope you never see again, but from time to time desire.

Things are in motion once again. Moving forward, or backwards, depending on how you look at it. It’s time to build new things and fix all the broken ones. Throw out the stuff that did nothing, and abandon everything (and sometimes everyone) you thought you knew.

Hearts break and tears are shed. You know what you’ve done, but sometimes you can’t help it. You feel guilty and bitter at the same time. You wish for things to be the same, yet you wish for it to have never started in the first place. You realize how different things could have been, though all your experiences tell a different story.

We move past the destruction of what we once were, and step into the ashes of ourselves.

Push through, and don’t look back.

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