Variables
      Thursday July 31, 2008

There comes a point when you just have to step back and look at everything you’ve got. The past, the present, and the future. I may be at one of those points right now, I’m not too sure. I’m not too sure of anything at this point.

Right now the only constant is the people around me.

I wish I had more to say. I don’t quite know what I should do. You should be happy, and I can’t tell you if that’ll happen with me. I’ve made small changes, but again, you have to help too. There are things that I just can’t do, and I know there are many things you won’t do either. That doesn’t mean I don’t love you or you don’t love me. There are just some things that can’t be changed, or take too long to change. You’re impatient, and while I’m more forgiving, I can’t be that way forever. We shouldn’t have to make drastic changes in order to remain happy. Then you wouldn’t be you, and I wouldn’t be me.

I’m tired.