Stuff from July 2008.

Wednesday July 09, 2008


It’s something I’m not really good at. Here at my work desk: PSP playing music, DS with Megman ZX running, my computer with at least 5 windows open at all times, a notepad for taking notes, my Ocean connected to AIM, and a headset connected to a phone call with a more-than-likely irritated customer on the line. I guess I have so little time these days that I just have to start multi-tasking or else I would never get anything done (well except for what I’m focusing on). I just have to get used to it.

At least it’s lunch time now, so I don’t have to focus on quite as much.

Started playing Silent Hill 0rigins for PSP. It seems really Resident Evil-ish, but I’m enjoying it despite the fact that I keep dying. These clumsy controls aren’t helping at all. The lighting and shadow effects are really nice.

I cleaned up my Facebook and MySpace friend lists. I got rid of the people that I no longer speak to, and those that I barely know, and those that just irritate the fuck out of me. I did lots of cleaning up really. Deleted old accounts, deactivated things that I don’t use, consolidated my financial information, re-did my website, even cleaned up my room a little.

Oh yeah. So this is the new site. I quite like it. Simple and colorful. There is quite a bit of information missing from my blog, but that’s how I want it. I’m going to completely focus on blogging life, with a little bit of gaming. I don’t watch much anime anymore, not even Bleach. I’ll try to get back into it at a later date, but even then I don’t see myself writing whole reviews or previews about it. It’s just a big waste of time. I’ve added the ability for me to blog from my phone, so you should be seeing shorter blogs more often, some maybe containing a photo and a caption. The ‘Gaming’ section isn’t a blog, but it’s more of a section dedicated to all my gaming-related habits; lists, friend codes, my Xbox Live GamerCard, what I’m playing, all that kind of stuff. There are still some changes to be done, but I look forward to at least a year with this revision.

Lunch is almost done. I just had curry and it was good. I’m tired and I want to sleep, but I also want to stay awake and play LoTRO.

Decisions decisions.

Thursday July 31, 2008

There comes a point when you just have to step back and look at everything you’ve got. The past, the present, and the future. I may be at one of those points right now, I’m not too sure. I’m not too sure of anything at this point.

Right now the only constant is the people around me.

I wish I had more to say. I don’t quite know what I should do. You should be happy, and I can’t tell you if that’ll happen with me. I’ve made small changes, but again, you have to help too. There are things that I just can’t do, and I know there are many things you won’t do either. That doesn’t mean I don’t love you or you don’t love me. There are just some things that can’t be changed, or take too long to change. You’re impatient, and while I’m more forgiving, I can’t be that way forever. We shouldn’t have to make drastic changes in order to remain happy. Then you wouldn’t be you, and I wouldn’t be me.

I’m tired.

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