Archives - May 2007

Pictures
      Wednesday May 30, 2007

Sometimes I forget how many pictures I’ve taken over the course of my life. I’m such a picture whore… I don’t know why.

I love pictures. Looking back on all the good times… even the bad times. For reflection, or just to laugh, or to try and find a solution to a past problem.

It has calmed down over the past few years. Though that’s due to the fact that I simply don’t go out as much as I used to.

Yeah, this is pretty random. I just thought it up while looking through my photos and uploading/organizing them.

Hold
      Thursday May 31, 2007

I hope that one day, someone could hold me for a long time. Don’t say anything… don’t do anything… just hold me.

Hold me because you love me.
Hold me because you just want to.
Hold me.

Uncertain Present
      Thursday May 31, 2007

It was the first time that I’ve cried in a long time. It wasn’t because of a sad ending, or a happy beginning. It was because of an uncertain present. I can’t seem to figure out how I feel. Maybe this is a new feeling altogether, hence why I can’t figure it out. I don’t know.

Where do we go from here? Clearly something needs to be done, or straightened out. Yet I fear that if I do try to fix things, I’ll end up messing things up more.

Talking can be helpful, but there are just times when I need silence. When I need to stop and think for awhile.

So where do we go from here? How far will it take us, and to what end?

So many questions, for something that I know so little about.

I love you… but do you really love me?